Ever have a dream that's left you thinking about it the whole day, trying to work it out..etc? Well such is the case as this one...

Yesterday morning I had the strangest dream... in the dream i was getting married but the groom didnt know about it lol... atleast i'm assuming he didnt as he didnt show up... it was supposed to take place at my grandma's who is my stepdad's mom. I was in my white dress, my relatives were bickering for some reason lol.. i dont know why... and i was waiting for my dad to show up as well, my SL friend Lion showed up and i was really happy to see him and i hugged him lol, he's the one who performed mine and jax's ceremony
I wanted to take a picture of some apple blossoms i spotted outside so i borrowed someone's camera. There used to be this garage next to my grandma's trailer and in the dream it was there. There were two completely different sides to it. One side was dark, and the woods looked dead... while the other side, there was the cherry blossoms, and it was just so beautiful...
well it suddenly started raining as I started to take a pic of the beautiful side and a wind picked up so it was hard for me. I was trying to snap pics but the button was hard to push despite it being a digital camera. So by the time i got a pic, most of the cherry blossoms had been blown off the branches. I did manage to grab a pic of one and i remember thinking how sad it was that i hadn't beeen quick enough to take a picture
There was another part to it where the garage suddenly openened up and there was a mother cat nursing her babies, i went past her, up the ramp and was heading out to the observation deck that was there but woke up before i could get there it's interesting and yet um...strange lol.... i LOVE cherry blossoms and used to talk to my Scots friend who used to be my boyfriend about them all the time about how i'd love one in a backyard someday. He was in the dream too, strangely enough lmao though not sure was part he was supposed to be playing the blossoms were a light pink at first and then they were changed to white after the storm had hit. It was a fairly peaceful dream despite my not being able to find my missing groom lol and well it's been on my mind all day. I recorded it earlier so that I wouldn't forget when it came time to wanting to put it here in my journal.


Yesterday was supposed to be my day to chill, take a day away from the computer and just enjoy reading a good book or two, watching Sabrina and Charmed (yes, reruns) and going outside to enjoy the beautiful weather when it suited me. Well I was enjoying all of that until early evening and then my calmness sort of became messed up..sighs... I suppose glancing outside, looking at the sky and watching a cloud cover the sky should have been an indication laughs... talk about ironic, but I try hard not to think too much about signs everywhere I turn or I'd probably drive myself crazy...crazier than I usually am that is... lol... j/k.

Well on a lighter note.. I've been reading these stories that my Scots friend sent to me..talk about a riot... and well frankly they are all quite weird but a good weird..sort of lol... makes you wonder exactly how the heck all this stuff came up to be in stories. it's great for a laugh though... and you find yourself just enjoying reading the story and laughing even more as you try to imagine all that's told in the story. Am still reading it and hope that there will be more stories where they came from.

It's raining outside last night , a light rain that sounded almost like sleet but didnt feel like it when i stuck my hand outside. I love it when it rains at night and i love waking up to it..well..when i'm in my own room and it's the only sound that i can hear... it's a great way to wake up and well... waking up with someone beside you of course and um..well... just going to leave that thought where it is because that's prob for the best lol. Am contemplating whether I want to get a MD or stick to water... but since i'm the frozen watter bottle isnt quite ready yet, will prob go for the MD. BTW Butter Pecan ice cream is soo good. I had some earlier... ate it quite fast actually and my tongue felt a bit um...frozen afterwards. I couldn't seem to stop eating it. Actually wanted Ben and Jerry's but well decided to resist buying it as it's more expensive and stuck to the Butter Pecan for the time being.

Ok now i'm off to um..do something I suppose. Have to get ready for my cousin to come over. We're supposed to go out tomorrow night..sighs... feels like a disaster waiting to happen but will have to see. Wish me luck

Slainte

~M